to god, the fella upstairs, the head honcho, zeus, or any other supernatural that determines the course of my life:
fuck you.
is there some reason why you make people cancel on me with no notice? is there some reason why i am the sole person left alone on the big day of togetherness? is there some reason why i get to sit and watch other people act happy while i can't even fake it? you want me to be antisocial? great. you got your fucking wish. i'll destroy you if it takes my entire life.