For the first time. It's made me really unhappy, but only because I was so happy with the girl I was dating. It was blissful. She was a good influence on me, to the point where I started studying harder and working out more. She was a blast to be around because we clicked perfectly. This kind of thing is *rare* for a fella like me. I just never wanted to go home because it was so fulfilling to be at her place, whether we were idly watching TV or being study-buddies or taking turns giving each other backrubs. But today, the only reason why my eyes are watery and I can't stop sniffing is that allergy season is in high gear.