I've dropped the scholarship search. I know I sound crazy to not want to go after a free ride to a great school in a great place, but truth be told, grad school ain't really my thing. The final straw was when the applications asked for a research proposal - in other words, I'd have to know exactly what I'd be working on two years from now. One whole year of my life for one paper. That sounds incredibly painful to me. On the other hand, life in Japan and law school both sound like a whole lot of fun. So I'm chasing my heart, which means I'm back to studying hardcore for that little LSAT thing that goes down in a month.