Arlington, T-2 days

spinning: nothing

2 days until I leave. I still feel jilted about the whole experience as I did at 2 weeks until, 2 months until. I have no idea what to expect. The only thing I truly have a mental grasp on is that in 2 days I'll no longer be in A-town - but even that feeling comes and goes. It's probably because I haven't even started getting ready. I have no bags packed, my car's not in storage, I haven't had the last dinner, my computer's not off... the list goes on and on. I haven't practised any Spanish in weeks, but apparenly my spelling has already gone British so that has to count for something. I have no idea how well I'll survive in a new culture, whether I'll eat anything at all, or if I'll understand the natives. It's a small consolation to know that I'm better prepared than most of my cohorts. And I know I'll like the European outlook on life, and the sentiment that Americans are dumb, and the pervasive use of mobiles and small, cool cars. That all sounds nice, but it's not a matter of optimism or pessimism to me. Maybe it would be if I could comprehend that in 48 hours I'll be on a transatlantic flight to a country where everyone speaks Spanish.

Want a postcard?

From Spain? Paris? London?

Send an email to blakeellison at gmail. If you'd like, I'll also send along email updates when I'm on my travels.

I leave Wednesday, so I'm hoping to see as many of you guys as I can between now and then.

The Annual E3 Post

E3 came and went this year, and it grabbed a surprisingly small amount of attention from the mainstream press. That's because it was shockingly weak. Everyone lost. I'm not kidding, there were no winners.

Microsoft lost E3 because the lid had already been blown off the Xbox360, and everyone ceased to be impressed by the new games they saw. Even the high-profile Rare games, which were shown mostly behind closed doors, failed to capture the hearts of the gaming press. Kameo is a generations-old work in progress that will amaze the world if it's any good, and Perfect Dark Zero was in too rough a state to sell anyone with good gameplay. The only good thing MS had going for them was Gears of War, Epic's first third-person game. It was about the only next-gen game at E3 that was in fully playable form, and it looks very promising.

Sony lost E3 by pulling out lots of mirrors and smoke. They've all but refused to admit that all this amazing game footage is CGI. The official line is it's a high-end PC and a pair of SLI video cards. BS. Even Nvidia's next-gen card running in SLI with a P4 3.6 EE just *can't* run the amazing-looking Killzone 'demo' in realtime. All the while, Ken Kutaragi, who's about as believable as a man who worships tiny purple elephants, has promised that the PS3 will revolutionize living room entertainment - all the while bashing MS for building an appliance that doesn't focus on games.

Nintendo lost E3 by showing nothing at all. Revolution will be awesome, except Nintendo's first-party development has been sub-par for the last 5 years, it has no third-party support except for the studios owned by the big N, and it'll be backwards compatible all the way back to the NES. Way to cash in on your old hits, N. At least on the Gamecube you were willing to update your old franchises. I doubt a controller alone will change the way we see things, so Nintendo has pretty much gotten the kiss of death for this system, which will leave them with the Game Boy before they sink 10 years from now and return the console wars to a two-party system.

The PC industry lost by being too damn good last year. Every high-profile developer for the PC released a game just last year, leaving them in a slump. And with everyone's jaws on the floor as a result of Sony's outrageous 'gameplay' videos, everyone unfairly lost their faith in the PC for the years to come.

That said, there is some good news. Here's 5 games you should keep your eyes on:

1. Halo 3 - Microsoft will release it the day Sony releases the PS3, and it will *work* like gangbusters since Sony won't have a game library on launch day, PS3s will be in short supply, and Xbox360's will be widely available with a plethora of games available - and Halo 3 discs can't possibly undergo shortages.
2. Gears of War - The Epic launch game for the 360 will drop jaws and it'll most likely be the heavy seller for the system's launch window. And given that it's a promising game from a very well-established studio, and it'll have online deathmatch and co-op, it'll sell by the millions.
3. Spore - Will Wright's newest creation is freakin' sweet. It won't have the 10-million-copies mass appeal of The Sims, but it does look very promising for fans of simulation and strategy games. And it'll generate some controversy once the Christians decry a highly appealing, non-violent, non-pornographic game that builds its premise around the "theory" of evolution.
4. Enemy Territory: Quake Wars - Splash Damage, developers of the awesome Enemy Territory game based on Return to Castle Wolfenstein, are going retail with id's support on a similar game that'll be a spin-off of Quake4.
5. Call of Duty 2 - In a world that's *still* getting more and more overpopulated with WWII-era games, 2015 is coming back strong with a true sequel to the best WWII game of them all. This one ought to be good, if it keeps up the constant tension of the first game.

A meme has been forced upon me

So Emily passed this on to me, as I was one of the targets of her baton-passing:

Total volume of music files on my computer:
19.0 GB.

The last CD I bought was:
uh.... Heavier Things?

Song playing right now:
Maroon 5 - The Sweetest Goodbye

Five songs that I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:

1. Maroon 5 - Sunday Morning
2. Incubus - Aqueous Transmission
3. John Mayer - Wheel
4. Telepopmusik - Breathe
5. Thievery Corporation - The Mirror Conspiracy

Five people to whom I am passing the baton:

Aroon, Drew, Abby, Adam, Roberto

Toys everywhere!

After my months and months of whining about how much I hate my cell phone, my new one is in my possession. I had settled on a Nokia 3120 and made a post on the Shack commanding whoever had one, to sell it to me. Shack is good for buying stuff because it's a small community of gamers who like and trust each other, so I had a much better chance here of finding what I wanted, in good condition, than on eBay.

Within minutes, someone sent me a message offering me his 3100 (older revision of the same phone) for $60. It sounded a little bit steep, but fair when he included shipping from Canada as well as a huge number of downloaded games and ringtones. Two weeks later, the phone arrived, and I love, love, love it. It's exactly what I wanted, with nothing I didn't - it's a color version of my old 8265, with a bigger screen, even smaller buttons, a better battery and a still smaller size. When it rings, I can hear it, I can't accidentally do anything stupid to it while it's in my pocket, and I can actually feel it vibrate. And get this - it can actually ring AND vibrate at the same time! Suck that, Motorola. I'm sticking to Nokia from now on. Long live well-constructed, easy, non-crashing European phones!

But an even cooler toy arrived an hour ago: my mom's new Mac Mini. The first hour of the experience was exactly what I suspected: it took twice as long to unpack and unwrap as it did to set up the computer. There are some software installs to get done (the computer came from the box with OS 10.3 installed and it included a 10.4 upgrade disk, so that's going on right now), but the initial toying around with the interface and home screen gave me a really good feeling. Mom's going to like this thing, and she's not going to be making inconvenient phone calls to me anymore when things break down. For such a cool little box in such a small little package, Apple certainly did well for pricing it at $500. I'd recommend it for moms everywhere.