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ok, i think i'm getting better quickly. back to your regular happy, busy crunchtime blake.

oh, and for those who were a bit concerned regarding recent events: no, none of that was about sophia at all. we're getting along just fine. she didn't do anything horrible to me and i don't plan on doing anything horrible to her. so now that i'm back in reality, all should be good. :)

the next web endeavor: the site for the one and only sungafat.

yay for txt messaging. i sent 8 msgs in one day. not too shabby.

i'm too lazy to do homework so i'm sitting here yapping about whatever comes to mind.

'well i guess this is growing up'

i really, really, really wish i didn't have this problem with jealousy.

please don't ask me what this is. i just have to get some things off my chest.

i want to scream. i want to cry. i want to take back every affectionate thing i've ever said. none of it was true. nobody's ever made my heart truly happy.

love may well be unpredictable, but i've relied on the unpredictable in the past. and i came out on top. i know someday i'll do it again, but today i can't believe that it's possible.

well i guess this is growing up. i don't remember feeling like my heart's stopped being associated with growing pains.

Are you Addicted to the Internet? 67%

Hardcore Junkie (61% - 80%)
While you do get a bit of sleep every night and sometimes leave the house, you spend as much time as you can online. You usually have a browser, chat clients, server consoles, and your email on auto check open at all times. Phone? What's that? You plan your social events by contacting your friends online. Just be careful you don't get a repetitive wrist injury...

The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Stvlive.com!

next week shall mark the beginning of i'd hit it week.

this whole shattered dreams thing is nothing short of a mess. it would actually mean something if:

a) the dead people didn't spend all day talking to each other
b) there was a 'drawing' to see who really would be killed in a tragic careflite accident.

just kidding.

even more proof that i'm in one of my cynical moods:

[image on old website]

jesus christ, we got stormed the hell out. that tornado that ripped through handley was like 2 miles away from my place.

i am ok.

my english paper is 2 pages long, for those who are curious.

i should have a laptop soon, courtesy of the mike�. maybe this crunch time thing ain't so bad after all.

i may have found a new addiction in dungeon siege. this game is simply friggin' massive. and we can play with up to 8 people, which makes me quite a happy person.

after having a tornado come quite close to your house, cheering up is a good thing. thanks dungeon siege/mike.

here's to my likely future alma mater ut: [image on old website]